No shit, I didn’t.
I really didn’t think I was going to make a pour-my-soul-into-anonymous-words blog to try and make me feel better. But I want to. I need to.
I don’t know – maybe this helps other 20-something New Zealanders trying to figure out what the fuck to do now? It’s not like school or university taught us. Sure, I can write shit easy enough and I get paid to do it but where’s the lesson on how to tell a girl how you feel? How to balance your life as an adult? Fuck, if you have the answer, feel free to tell me somewhere – can this site do that?
I guess what I’m trying to say is, if somehow you stumbled across this blog and you’re looking for god’s gift of inspiration on how to be a young adult living in NZ, sorry – this ain’t.
IF however you want reassurance that life isn’t easy and you want to know others feel what you feel on a daily basis, then welcome.
Finally, and I hope this doesn’t come across as rude – this isn’t a John Kirwin case study blog on surviving depression or another mental illness either. I might feel shit about life some days and fucking stoked with it on others but I go to bed each night happy I got to live it.
So, if it’s your cup of tea. Welcome. If not, fuck off already will ya?